Something in Nothing

My body is so weak

And my mind is giving up

I can feel every bit

Of things that is lack

I’m alone but crowded

A stampede inside

They’re coming from everywhere

No where I can’t hide

I got very sensitive

To the noise of the world

Anything that gives sound

Make my head explodes

All I can do is

The description of “nothing”

That is how I

Become an empty being

But still I believe

That there’s something in there

That I’m trying to pull

As I write myself

Somehow in this moment

I can feel the relief

Maybe because this poem

Bear out some of my grief

And I will continue

Healing to be well

Cause I won’t let myself

To be trapped in this hell

I know these things will past

And I’ll regain my strength

Because I have a God

Who’s always there to help