The Daydream

What if suddenly, in this current time, you’ve been given a chance to be with a 10 year old you, what will you do?

This is a question that comes to my mind one Wednesday afternoon during a class in Meteorology. What if such thing happens, what if...?

           My mind started float in the air imagining the situation, the first thing that I thought about is asking him questions. Why are you here? How did you come here? Are you with someone? Then, I will ask him what can he remember within the past few days and try to remember them myself if I still can. After that, I will call my mother (or maybe not) and tell her that a ten year old me is with me. XD

I made a list of things that I want to do with a young me and here’s the following,

•  Invite him in a race in the swimming pool
• Beat him a thousand times in arm wrestling
• Show him my previous hair styles
• Measure my height with his
• Teach him how to play guitar
•  I will tell him my experiences
•  I will tell him that our parents are the best in the world
•  I will advise him not to hate singing
•  I will tell him that time will come that he’ll be rebellious, and that he should fight against it because being one is totally uncool.
•  I will advise him what course to take in college so that he’ll not waste his 4 years on it :p
• Take a picture together and make it a profile picture on Facebook
•  I will tell him that time will come that a lot of girls will have a crush on him and fall in love with him.

I will tell him that she can have girlfriends one at a time, but by the age of 21, I will tell him to find one specific person, I will tell him her name and where she is studying, I will tell him that she's..

The person who will love you the most,

The person who will wait for you in times when you're not together

The girl who will accept you even with your imperfections,

The girl that you will love

I will tell him that she’s the girl that I’m looking forward to be together with for the rest of my life.

After that, I will ask him if he have any questions to me that he wants to know, and I will answer them as best as I can.

While thinking about all of these, my mind come to rest upon satisfaction, ready to say goodbye to the young me.

The meteorology class has ended, Oh no! I forgot to tell him to avoid too much day dreaming and to listen and stay focus while having his classes! ;D

Chance

Sometimes in life, you will meet someone that in an instant, you can be yourself in front of that person in all ways that you want and in all ways that you can without thinking that you'll be rejected.  You both will laugh together and talk about a lot of things while not realizing the time as it passes.

Who knew that after 10 years, you will meet again in a place that you both didn't expect and knowing that before then, you didn't even knew each other that well.

Every moment is like a journey that you wouldn't want to end. This is one of the happiest moments of my life, and also one that pierce my heart as you leave. For now, there is nothing more I can say but... Thank You ^^

“I know what to do and I know what I have to do, but the problem is that I don’t have the will to do what I suppose to do”

           Focus is my strength, when I put my focus on something I perform better than the most, I can finish the things that I have to do in one shot, and I can push myself to the limit and be the best on it in a short period of time, that is why people usually get stunned when they see me in action, well, this is based all on my hobbies, swimming, and my avatar on galaxy, and some other things like table tennis when I was on my college days and a lot more.

            Focus is my weakness, when I put my focus on something it never last. I can only focus on a short period of time. Most of the time, I cannot finish the things that I’m doing because every time I lost my focus, I totally lost it, which means, that’s it, done. This is based on how I do on my studies. I cannot finish all my assignments, every time I set my goals on what to study for the day, I even couldn’t make halfway through it.

“I know what to do and I know what I have to do, but the problem is that I don’t have the will to do what I suppose to do”

            I am the type of person who can relax when problem arise. No, I am the type of person who look relax when problem arise. I always act like everything will be just fine. Whenever I read something like this is how a good leader is, or this how successful people are, I always find myself opposite on how they behave but really, those are good points, and I want to be like them, I always dream to be on top, to be known, to influence others, I even want to become a motivational speaker, I want to become an adviser, I am looking forward to become a man who love to help people to be on their best and to reach their full potential to succeed in life.

   

            Everyone who writes have their own reasons for writing. I made this specific article just because I have a lot of things to do, reports, presentations, reviews for my exams which happens to be tomorrow and a lot more. I write to motivate myself, warming up before starting the engine. I hope this works ^^.

19^Th April 2013

Akademi Laut Malaysia