To Be Or To Not

I knew someone, way back before

That makes me realize, that love is pure

I smiled and chill, when she looks at me

The sweetest look, that ever be

We have spend, lot of time together

Never realizing, time isn’t forever

Then suddenly a strike, of fear on our hearts

Makes us worried, to be apart

And then time came, with tears on her eyes

I cannot do anything, but to hug her tight

Promising I’ll be back, to continue our journey

And to be together, to eternity

I know time will come, I’ll see her again

But what I fear is, if love still remains

I am not talking, about her sincerity

Because the lost feeling, is lying on me

I keep on asking, am I happy or not

This became my basis, to be or to not

I am now confused, if love really is pure

Then how come it fades, hopefully not so soon

I know I am unfair, because I made a promise

But would fulfilling this, bring me at peace

What if she’s the one, and not I who lost love?

Can I take it easily, I bet I cannot

My heart feels heavy, imagining her with someone

Is this love, or just the devil’s fun

I don’t know what to do, this is still to come

Hoping for the answers, for right things to be done